The Endocrinologist

I was set up with an endocrinologist at a separate medical facility. The drive was treacherous, however, I remained hopeful that my visit would make it all worthwhile. I grabbed my notebook, chock full of questions, and took the elevator to the fourth floor.


My doctor walked in the room and greeted me with the all too familiar head tilt. "How are you doing? Are you okay," she asked. I said I was doing well and she looked stunned. She told me that most patients come in shell-shocked and depressed. I feel for those people, but my outlook is a little different from that. 


While I don't like the thought of living with diabetes, it is what it is, and it is important to move forward from this point. I allowed myself a night of tears and decided that I will fight. I'm not going to question, "Why me?" Why not me? I'm disciplined and I will work hard to maintain my health. I will be the best advocate I can be for this disease and try to raise the awareness level of those around me. I hope that there are enough of us fighting, not only for our own health, but also for the millions of others suffering from this disease. 


I immediately began firing questions at her. She explained everything in great detail and never appeared to be rushed-- in fact, I was there for an hour and a half. She explained how many carbs I should have at each meal, the number of calories I can consume daily, and confirmed that every once in a while, I can have some sweets. Fantastic! She explained the dawn phenomenon and the honeymoon stage-- both of which, I am now experiencing. We talked about my workout routine and she gave me the go-ahead to get back out there running.


We talked about the different methods available to deliver insulin to my body. My primary started me on syringes and I was/am curious to learn more about pumps and pens. The endocrinologist was impressed with the research I performed and said that she would give me the go-ahead for whichever method suited me without any wait-time. We agreed on the insulin pen-- it is a tad more convenient than syringes and doesn't require me to draw my meds in public. Now, I know a lot of people will argue that pumps are the way to go. I respect their choices and opinions, however, I am not convinced that it is the right method for me at this time. Things may change in the future, but I am currently very happy with my decision. 


We discussed the various tests necessary to ensure good health for diabetics. While I was there, she performed a foot exam (good) and gave me a list of tests I need completed within the month of September. These tests include a retinol picture, thyroid exam, and a host of blood work. I'm anxious to complete these exams and I pray that I will have good results.


I left my appointment confident in my game plan. 1200-1500 calories a day-- it doesn't exactly make me a fun person to take to dinner, but it is doable-- especially with my handy Calorie King Calorie, Fat and Carbohydrate Counter. My questions have been answered-- I'm certain I will come up with more along the way, but I am confident she will make the time to answer them when they arise. 


The best part of the appointment? She told me that it was very clear to her that I have a hold on diabetes and that it does not have a hold on me. I'm working on educating myself as much as possible and this small remark makes me feel like I'm succeeding.


She was extremely knowledgeable and I am very pleased to have her as my doctor. After all, when it comes to your health, having a good doctor makes a world of difference.